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Friday, August 30, 2013

deal

hai little H.
ibu wants to make a deal with you here and now..
so, the deal is - 
DO MOVE! 
ibu now don't care if you keep on kicking my rib (i know now your favorite spot is on the right) or my downside abdomen (whatever organs or parts are there).
DO MOVE!

you cannot make me freak out for taking break too long. 
i am counting that. 
ibu want to and will keep on counting that. 
insyaAllah. 

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

guilty

whenever i am not in a good mood or having emotional attack (i seriously blame hormone for this!) or being hormonal or you name it,
one will never know, never expect how much i could apologize for being so to the little one inside, little H (doing so while rubbing my tummy and feel a bit glad whenever i get response aka kicks, squirms, even better - series of hiccup beats)  
i feel terribly miserably guilty one will have no idea how already not a better mom i think i will be.
geeeshh. memang hormone emosi melampau.

then, i will be all good.. and apologizing some more and smile and rub my tummy and start to count little H movements.

i love you baby.
ibu is so sorry for waking you up with such manner. 
ibu loves you little H. 
and oh yes yes, your ayah loves you too.
this is just your ibu tries to vent or rather, try to find way to feel better. 

again, ibu loves you - little 32 weeks baby H in me. 
oh yes, happy kicking and stretching and burping and squirming.
once you out, you'll get your rewards for doing those things.  ;p
i surely will gigit you here and there. nom nom.

ok, bye for now.
ibu already feel a lot better.
alhamdulillah.